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March 26th, 2008

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March 26th, 2008

I'm alive (sort of)

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Apparently I haven't posted anything for almost a month. Ah well, I doubt anyone missed me.
I thought I'd put in an update now anyway, even though I cannot think of something to update about.

Well, let's see: sixth form started back up today but I was only there from 8:30am to 10:30 am. I didn't want to go to the Easter mass thing, and I had no lessons in the afternoon. I basically went there to have an easter chick hunt lol. Our team almost won.

I forgot to go see the counsellor last tuesday. I should go and make an appoitment with her and apologise for not showing up. I just keep shutting myself out and I can't keep doing that, so I really do need to go and talk to her. It's easier than talking to people that I actually know, which is really weird, but that's me.

Although, I'm in a good mood this week because I got to see Emma and Christine on saturday and I haven't seen them since Christmas. Actually, I hadn't seen Emma since even longer than that. That was cool. It was good to see them, but at the same time I felt a bit sad. It's just not the same anymore, but I suppose nothing ever is.
Oh, how cliche.

Another reason I was in a good mood is that I watched roughly 16 hours of House lol. They were showing the entire third season on Hallmark during the easter weekend. Now all I need to do is watch season 4 and I'll be caught up.

I think the next time I go see the counsellor (which I will do, I will!) I'll try and mention other issues that I have. I'm hoping she'll give me something to or help me with my seriously fucking elevated anxiety levels. It's like I'm ODing on caffeiene here. and the paranoia doesn't help.

I like the internet. It always makes me feel better. Although I think I should be worring that every single minute that I have free inside my head I spend imagining fanfic scenes. It seems to be my main source of happiness at the minute and I think I'm seriously addicted lol.

I've got to go now. I probably need to sleep as I need to get up early tommorow, and I feel a bit something, I don't know the right word. but i want to either hit something or cry. fuck this.
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